decisions..decisions..desicions

masa berjalan…xsangka..dalam masa sebulan atau 2 lg aku akan membawa haluan sendiri..pernah gak aku terfikir benda ni masa skolah..but i never felt tat this moment would eventually be facing me..it seems so real..n i am so scared..scared of making decison tat will shape my future..

smalam cek matriks..kul 12 lebih..mmg nmpak smangat gler ah..awl pgi lg da cek..haha..pastu dptla pinang punye..hepi gak r igt kan ‘apple’ dpt pinang gak-its her first choice of matriks..then dy dpt perak..sabor jela..haha..

sebenarnya fikir dua kali gak masuk matriks ni..byk risiko..tp asasi pun ade gak risiko dy..n i dont quite prefer taking big risks actually..:P..las2 bncang2 n i decided that i wud take foundation if the foundation suits my desire..huu..byk gila keputusan kna buat..

anyway,medic da xbpe nk da..im thinking of engine and architect..both wud be my fav carriers but wat am i to shape my fate..so I pray to Allah..may the best carrier will be rewarded to me..hope im blessed even with all the sins ive done to HIM..astaghfirullah..

petang tu sebnarny da dpt foundation kat uniten..foundation in electronics and amp..fuhh~..mmg nostalgia abes tmpat tu..

so,im thinking…wat if i take it??wat will happen if i take it??

fikir punya fikir..bleh gakla..sbb last nk anta borang tu pun 28 may..dan aku pun mmg minat engine..so,it was not a bad option..but,inspite that..i think i’ll juz let HIM handle this..so-istikharah beb..n pray that i’ll decide the best..

ckp sal uniten ni..mmg memori byk gler kat sana..wpun hanya dua bulan..tp byk yg berlaku dan dri situ aku menjadi lebih matang ttg hidup..

my first love started there..waa…ni yg sdih sikit ni..lu aku pegi uniten ni mmg teringat abesla kat my apple..lalu kat dpan ilmu mmg emo abesla aku agknye..huu..she is really is one of a kind..so special..

haha…lu igt2 blik..tmpat tu gak antara tmpat pling happy aku pnah g..buat hal ngan geng2 aku..

-yg black-outkan satu block tu xyah ckpla..pastu sling tuduh menuduh lam kelas..haha..mmg hepi..

-yg tiba2 lari xtentu pasal sbb takut kna bunuh ngan budak psiko pun ade..mmg xpasal2 lari..honestly,mmg takut gler r..haha..sume ni sbb si fifi punch budak vi la..

-yg g jln2 g tgok muvi..mcm2 skil ah buat kuar kat pkcik taxi sbb nk suh bg murah..haha..ade gak yg kedekut nk mmpos..

-yg nek lrt..pastu ad awek ni duk kat kitorang..stat r ckp bhsa kod(bhs jepun)..best gak r..ckp mende pun org len xfhm..so the conversation was so st8 forward..lawak gler r..mmg kitorang je yg bising mlm tu lam lrt..

-yg tgok muvi..bes exp ever had..

• first double date..xmen duet..tkut terpengaruh ngan godaan-nauzubillah min zalik..jd double date jela aku..bleh saling menasihati..cewah..tgok muvi bosan..*jgn sesekali tgok up in the air..cm sial..haha..klu aku ngan aiman je mmg sah2 aku bnuh aiman sbb bli tiket muvi ni..haha..nsib bek apple ad..bleh bual2 sikit..
• second..sesi prihatin..lawak gler bila aiman rela pecat sweater dy bila tgok apple pakai jaket aku sbb nk bg kat rokiah..haha…

hah??nk lg ke??aku da blank ni..nti aku update len kali..arapla sbb aku bkn slalu update blog ni..haha

chow,

kay